Whether he wants to or not, it’s quite clear Hometown Boy is falling for me. I say this because he has been in contact with me too much for it to just be a casual acquaintance. When we made our plans for tonight I told him I’ll be expecting a smooch. He told me he was thinking the same thing. Last night as he was traveling back home, he text me to let me know he was closer. Then text me again to let me know he was back in town. It was cute. I wasn’t expecting it. Hoping…but not expecting.

I can tell he’s a little nervous about tonight as well. He emailed me to let me know his sister destroyed their house while he was gone. **This doesn’t surprise me.** He wanted to know what he should focus on cleaning since he is busy with work and won’t have a ton of time to get everything back to normal. He also added that his sister has taken over the spare bedroom so even if I wanted to I wouldn’t be able to use it. **Right! Like I’d be sleeping by myself in his house. Yeah, ok!**

Truth be told, I’m a bit nervous about tonight as well. After him being gone for over 2 weeks and everything that’s been said over email in that time, the feelings I’ve allowed to grow…hopefully it lives up to all the hype and I wasn’t just attaching myself to words on a screen but an actual person. Does that make sense?